Road Block

So...it's been a long time since I posted.  I know.  I'm lazy and procrastinating and generally not very productive.  For instance, today I was supposed to mail a package, write some of my Camp NaNo, watch a history lecture, and probably a couple other things that I'm forgetting at the moment.  I succeeded in *drumroll please* mailing the package.

Yeah.

School starts in two weeks, and I'm kind of freaking out about it.  Not because of the school part, which I'm not fussed about either, but it's really not a big deal.  More because school starting up again means that the summer is gone, and I'm that much closer to graduating and all the other things that are seeming to happen ridiculously fast.

Oh yeah, I was supposed to pick out colleges.  Shoot.

I'm also not feeling particularly good about the things that I'm spending my day doing (marathon Pretty Little Liars?  Who, me?  My friend loaned the first season to me.).  That's not completely true.  I love watching Pretty Little Liars doing *cough* other things.  But I wish that I had enough time in the day to do other *cough-Pretty-Little-Liars-cough* things AND all the other things that I not only need to do, but also the things that I want to do.

Like write a novel.  Camp NaNo has been somewhat of a struggle for me this time.  I'm sort of consistently-ish writing most days, or at least thinking about it, but I haven't been able to really just dig down and write.  I think it's partly because my mind is drawing a blank on this story.  There's a road block telling me I need to figure out some technical things before I can really write.  So I'm probably going to go on to the other novel that was actually going to be for Camp (the current one was one that I wanted to finish from last month), and hopefully take a detour around the road block, so that when I do eventually come back to it, I will know what to do with the story.

Pshew.  There's a lot more stuff going on in my life right now, and while it is definitely fun, there's that impending sense of doom looming over me which takes away from the experience and is trying to get me to do all the things that I need to do that I don't really want to do and all the things that I do want to do, but somehow just don't have the drive to do.  Where's my drive?  Normally I'm so intense people can't stop me from doing things.  It's weird without it.  Is this how normal people feel?

Well, we all know normal is boring.  Maybe I should make my life more exciting.  Anyway, that's it for me for now.  Hopefully I'll have a better post for you sometime soon.  TTFN, ta ta for now. :)